I still dream about you.

andihateit.

So what? Its my fault now?
Its my fault that you chose to lie right to my fucken face?

WAKE UP!

WAKE UP!

WAKE UP!

this has to be a dream.

I fucking hate this!
I hate that Im hurting you on your birthday. I hate that Im doing this at all. I hate that you wont talk to me. I hate that you're acting like you dont care. I hate that you lied and I hate that I cant forgive you for it. I hate that I love you so much and that I cant get you out of my fucking head. but I still cant forgive you for it, you let it go on for way too long. We cannot raise our child to be a liar.

you're the reason i love losing sleep.

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me.

Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally for you.

So I could come back a brand new me.

You helped see me through.

You dont even realise what you did,

believe me, you.

Not Afraid - Eminem