Last night I had a dream about Ash. I know it makes me sound like a creep but I think its because she seems so strong when shes going through a rough patch in her life and I admire that about her. She always fights back and says 'No. I wont let this bring me down.' I find comfort in her blogs, they give me hope that there's more than this. That things will get better and not to dwell on something too much. I may be jumping to conclusions. But thats just what i get from her blog. She may be in a totally different place.

 http://ash-leighh.blogspot.com/

I had to put my baby to sleep yesterday. He had pretty nasty throat cancer and was losing weight FAST. He was such an awesome cat. Always talking to me and giving me cuddles. He's in a happier place now. But I cried for about three hours. and then again for half an hour before I went to sleep. I think thats why I dreamt about Ashleigh, my mind was telling me to think of the bigger picture and that there's worse things that could happen, that my kitty is much happier now.

Rest in peace, Kruger.

I love you.

25.3.2010